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Friday, June 19th, 2009
11:25 am - The shoe is now on the other foot and it feels effing awful
I want this so bad it hurts.
PERSEVERANCE!!! DUN DUN DUNNNNNNNNNNNNN!

Today is No Doubt and it was looking pretty gloomy out there, thank god its clearing up! Considering you can't bring blankets or chairs onto the lawn at Darien Lake! haha wtf?! when did that start!? Whatever! $10 lawn is ok by me!

I wish my uterus wasn't falling out right now, bah!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LINDSAY HEARTS!!!
I had a great time with you last night!

current mood: nauseated
current music: yeah yeah yeahs....still!!!

(lick a snatch)

Thursday, June 18th, 2009
2:29 pm - Not so strong without these open arms
I am never reading old LJ entries again!

current mood: depressed
current music: yeah yeah yeahs- runaway

(lick a snatch)

2:40 am - tripping on memory layne
I'm going to sit here and listen to the rain until I figure out the answers to all of my problems.

All I know is, I refuse to give up on what I want.

current mood: indescribable
current music: Yeah Yeah Yeahs- runaway

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12:40 am - Hysteric
No longer, no longer
What you ask
Strange steps
Heels turn black
The cinders, the cinders
They light the path
Of these strange steps
Take us back, take us back

Flow sweetly, hang heavy
You suddenly complete me
You suddenly complete me

Flow sweetly, hang heavy
You suddenly complete me
You suddenly complete me

No wonder, no wonder
Other half
Strange steps
Heels turn black
The cinders, they splinter
And light the path
Of these strange steps
Trace us back, trace us back

Flow sweetly, hang heavy
You suddenly complete me
You suddenly complete me

Flow sweetly, hang heavy
You suddenly complete me
You suddenly complete me

Hysteric, hysteric
Hysteric, hysteric
Hysteric, hysteric
Hysteric, hysteric
Hysterical


current mood: meh
current music: Yeah Yeah Yeahs ♥

(lick a snatch)

Sunday, June 14th, 2009
11:54 am - I had a crazy snake dream!!!
and this is what the internet told me about snake dreams:

"Snake

To see a snake or be bitten by one in your dream, signifies hidden fears and worries that are threatening you. Your dream may be alerting you to something in your waking life that you are not aware of or that has not yet surfaced. Alternatively, the snake may be seen as phallic and thus symbolize temptation, dangerous and forbidden sexuality. If you are afraid of the snake, then it signifies your fears of sex, intimacy or commitment. The snake may also refer to a person around you who is callous, ruthless, and can't be trusted. As a positive symbol, snakes represent healing, transformation, knowledge and wisdom. It is indicative of self-renewal and positive changes.

To see the skin of a snake in your dream, represents protection from illnesses. "

current mood: confused

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Saturday, June 13th, 2009
6:50 pm
nevermind.

(lick a snatch)

Friday, June 12th, 2009
4:36 pm - Acid Tongue
I went to a cobbler
to fix a hole in my shoe
he took one look at my face and said
"I can fix that hole in you."
I beg your pardon, I'm not looking for a cure
I've seen enough from my friends
in the depths of the God-sick blues

You know I am a liar
You know I am a liar
Nobody helps a liar

'Cause I've been down to Dixie
and dropped acid on my tongue
tripped upon the land 'til enough was enough
I was a little bit lighter and
adventure on my sleeve
I was a little drunk and looking for company
So I found myself a sweetheart
with the softest of hands
we were unlucky in love but I'd do it all again

we built ourselves a fire
we built ourselves a fire
you know I am a liar
you know I am a liar

and you don't know what I've done

and by the rollin' river
is exactly where I was
there was no snake or cure for unlucky in love
to be lonely is a habit
like smoking or taking drugs
and I've quit them both
but man, was it rough

and now I am tired
it just made me tired
let's build ourselves a fire
let's build ourselves a fire


current mood: weird
current music: Jenny Lewis

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Wednesday, June 10th, 2009
11:15 pm - hi
I would like to rewind about 4 years pls


but for something more interesting:


PeeWee and I know how to have a good time!



current mood: STILL SICK!!!

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5:03 pm - today's horoscope....dead on again!
Withdrawing from emotional social contact is favored now, for even when you are with others you are likely to feel separate and alone. Sadness and disappointments in your personal life are also probable now. It is a time to be quiet and to look objectively at how your relationships are going. Though not a pleasurable time, this can be a beneficial period in which to learn more about love and what you truly value.



why is it ya don't know what ya got til it's gone?!?!

current mood: depressed
current music: 90210

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Saturday, June 6th, 2009
3:32 pm
heavy heart.

current mood: =/

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Thursday, June 4th, 2009
2:54 pm - kinda weird...
I consider it pretty odd when an ex best friend calls me her ex girlfriend. I find it even weirder when she bones my sloppy seconds! find your own fuck buddies!



I need to get out of Buffalo.

current mood: weirded outtt
current music: Bat for Lashes - daniel

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Wednesday, June 3rd, 2009
12:26 pm - thank you horoscope! you know me so well!
You want to be wanted more than needed by someone you can have a long term relationship with.

current mood: sick
current music: ani difranco- deep dish

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Tuesday, May 26th, 2009
1:01 pm - 25
sooo this is 25 huh? feels no different really....graduating from college on the other hand? THAT feels fantastic!!!

current mood: sick
current music: Melissa Ferrick - drive

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Wednesday, May 20th, 2009
1:16 am - $$$
I WENT WITH THE BLACK SHOES! they better get here in time for my bday!!!

(lick a snatch)

Tuesday, May 19th, 2009
3:19 am - feedback needed!!!




Poll #1402194 which shoes to buy
Open to: Friends, detailed results viewable to: Friends

What shoes should I order?

gold
3 (60.0%)

black
2 (40.0%)



current mood: high
current music: Family Guy

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Monday, May 18th, 2009
12:24 pm - give me suggestions pls
I need ideas of places that have fun comforter covers!

Ok, go!


Thanks!


P.s. I'm a college graduate!!!!!!!!!!

current mood: sick
current music: Roseanne

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Monday, March 30th, 2009
12:40 pm - Hey ho! Let's go!
I wish I lived in a world where I could smack every bitch that pissed me off



...with NO consequences!

current mood: angry

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Monday, March 2nd, 2009
10:27 am - HAPPY BIRTHDAY DR. SEUSS!
He would have been the ripe old age of 105 today!

Dr. Seuss Happy Birthday Pictures, Images and Photos

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Saturday, February 21st, 2009
11:52 pm - I'm not a saint but I'm not a sinner
I want to be rich and I want lots of money
I don´t care about clever I don´t care about funny
I want loads of clothes and fuckloads of diamonds
I heard people die while they are trying to find them

I´ll take my clothes off and it will be shameless
‘Cause everyone knows that´s how you get famous
I´ll look at the sun and I´ll look in the mirror
I´m on the right track yeah I´m on to a winner

I don´t know what´s right and what´s real anymore
And I don´t know how I´m meant to feel anymore
When we think it will all become clear
‘Cause I´m being taken over by The Fear

Life’s about film stars and less about mothers
it´s all about fast cars and cussing each other
But it doesn´t matter cause I´m packing plastic
and that´s what makes my life so fucking fantastic

And I am a weapon of massive consumption
and it´s not my fault it´s how I´m program to function
I´ll look at the sun and I´ll look in the mirror
I´m on the right track yeah we're on to a winner

I don´t know what´s right and what´s real anymore
And I don´t know how I´m meant to feel anymore
When we think it will all become clear
‘Cause I´m being taken over by The Fear

Forget about guns and forget ammunition
Cause I´m killing them all on my own little mission
Now I´m not a saint but I´m not a sinner
Now everything is cool as long as I´m getting thinner

I don´t know what´s right and what´s real anymore
And I don´t know how I´m meant to feel anymore
When we think it will all become clear
‘Cause I´m being taken over by fear


current mood: sore
current music: Lily Allen- The Fear

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2:27 pm - !!!
“If a woman says nothing is wrong, then something's wrong.....If a woman says something is wrong, then EVERYTHING is wrong....And if a womans says "that's not funny", you'd better not laugh your ass off!”

-Homer Simpson

current mood: sore
current music: Eminem - crack a bottle

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